How do I explain myself in completion when I have a whole life to live? I guess I start with what I know so far of myself
My past is what has made me who I am today. I have loved a handful of times and thought I had loved dozens of others. When I was younger, love was all that I wanted to achieve in life. I wanted nothing more than to find a humble and hardworking man who I would grow with through life. I learned through many trials that love is not the guiding compass you should follow in life all the time. It can lead you down roads that are dark and unbeaten, especially when it's misguided. Try not to take that the wrong way, love is what makes us human. We fight stronger and harder for any other emotion or feeling than love. Hate, greed, lust, and gluttony is so easy. I've fought long and hard, but I know that I can not fight so long without exhausting myself. So I sit here resting until I find someone I stand up for and fight with my soul, heart, and body.
Throughout life I have a few consistencies that have not changed. I love to laugh and make others laugh as well. I believe there is no better way to connect with someone than through their humor. I have a firm belief I can read people on how easily they smile or laugh....
A sturdy force in my life is a passion for creating things. I love to fiddle with things and think of creative ways I could take something useless and make it useful. My imagination thus far has not diminished... But refined. As a lover of art and science, I think Albert Einstein said it perfectly “I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.” Those words for me hold so much of how I see life. The world is a canvas and you are the paint that mixes in to make the painting. Even if it is a stroke (comparing to the entire worlds population maybe one of the hairs on Mona Lisa.) If you stop imagining and exploring your mind... I feel as though you are letting down why you are here. Money, politics, or what someone said on facebook is all something that you perceive. This world and everything you can see, touch, smell, taste, love, laugh at, or even create resides inside that consciousness that was created in the beginning of time.
I must admit I can not really teach you mathematics. I'm not the highest graded student in school. I was never the most gifted writer either... But what I can tell you something I do know. You, me, and even this device I type on... We were one at some time or another. MAYBE not our consciousness, but the matter that everything is made of. Call me sentimental, but I truly and humbly imagine that if everyone on this little speck in the cosmos and a blip in time thought this way... I think we would progress as a species much more quickly than without. Or maybe I'm just a hippie and forget every human is programmed with a natural instinct to kill and cause mayhem?... I guess I'm not above fits of anger.. Just almost never violence.
My biggest goals in life have always been to follow my passion for art and to find someone I want to spend our last breaths with... Okay, that sounded a little morbid... Really who can blame me? My only time I feel bigger than a super nova is when I find love. I guess what I'm trying to get at is my heart, mind, body and soul all work together with love and art.... I really did not mean that to sound so freaking corny... Hey, this is supposed to be 'about me' who can honestly describe themselves and not sound corny?
I guess I shouldn't spoil too much, a surprise or two is what give the steamy gombo of life a spicy kick. We all will live and die, our ends a surprise... Why not live how we will end?... With our hands reaching out to touch someone and knowing all that ever mattered in your sliver of a sliver of time was to love unconditionally, follow your love till you can no longer breath, and to never have to say goodbye to an empty room.
I hope you've enjoyed my little splurge on who I am and why I am... But honestly I still don't know for sure who I am or will be, I guess tomorrow I will find out... And maybe next year someone will see me grow in life and vise versa... Oh so much corn...
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